I am safe

My 3rd day of doing Morning Pages and it's already very uncomfortable. I'm shown to come out, to show myself as who I am.
This somehow is very difficult for me, brings me to tears now as I've been trying to fit in for 44 years.

There are so many feelings attached to this. There's a fear to come out but there's also sadness about the lost years and compassion for the younger me who didn’t believe in herself and thought she needed to hide.

Times are changing

Take good care of yourself and love yourself as you would your newborn baby, shower yourself with love ♡ You need this to thrive!

Sending much love and compassion,

Marijke